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10:30:00 AM

Lastnight, I got a text, from someone I considered as a friend, as a someone who used to have a big impact in my life. A long messages whic...

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Lastnight, I got a text, from someone I considered as a friend, as a someone who used to have a big impact in my life. A long messages which asking me WHY. Why I turn out to be like this? Why I isolated myself from everyone?(which I only realise after I read the message). But, to sum up everything, the messages contains a lot of WHY. I intended to reply you on whatsapp, but I know one things gonna lead to another. So, here it is. My so called- acceptable explanation, so you won't bother me anymore with...

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12:09:00 AM

    When I met you, I was getting over someone. Someone who was great at first and whom I had given my heart to and he had stomped all over ...

   When I met you, I was getting over someone. Someone who was great at first and whom I had given my heart to and he had stomped all over it. I didn't know how or why it ended so abruptly. I was hurt and was working on getting over him(for years) I was working on getting past the need to find answers when someone just pushes you aside as if you were disposable.    But when I saw you, I wanted you. I didn't wanted you to be my boyfriend, I knew I couldn't offer you anything,...

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11:36:00 PM

      Thank you for being one of the greatest things that came into my life. Thank you for teaching me so much about myself. Thank you for ...

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      Thank you for being one of the greatest things that came into my life. Thank you for teaching me so much about myself. Thank you for loving me unconditionally. I can never hate you because I know that everything you did was out of love, but I hate that it had to end - that you never listened to me, that you didn't see that you were the one thing in my life that made me happy. And I hope that you are happy. I wish I could be there to see it all happen,...

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3:24:00 AM

Am I a horrible person? I was happy with our relationship before because I knew you liked me more than I liked you. I had the power. I ...

Am I a horrible person? I was happy with our relationship before because I knew you liked me more than I liked you. I had the power. I was grateful for the fact that if you changed your mind and wanted to back out, I would not be crushed like I have been in the past. I knew that I could be adored by you without even having to try. I liked you because of the attention you gave me, and the lack of effort I had to make. It was so easy.  But petty weeks turned into...

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1:00:00 AM

In my mind, I dream of unknown places and future lovers. See, I dream a lot. Part of me is stuck in an alternate reality, in a fairytale boo...

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In my mind, I dream of unknown places and future lovers. See, I dream a lot. Part of me is stuck in an alternate reality, in a fairytale book or a Taylor Swift song, where no one gets hurt, and everything is perfect and gets resolved. I'm in love with the idea of love, but I have yet to truly find it, even within myself. I have thought I found it before, thought I grasped it, the concept of it at least, but I was wrong.  Love takes no exact shape or form, I think of it as...

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1:30:00 AM

”What would be enough?” “How do you mean?” “Since no one can have it all, what would be enough for you?” he ask me. “For me?... I would wa...

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”What would be enough?”“How do you mean?”“Since no one can have it all, what would be enough for you?” he ask me. “For me?... I would want to be able to call the whole world my home. I don't ever want to have to settle down in one and the same place. I want to discover the world and I want the world to discover me. I want to be in no need of luxuries. I want to live simple. I want to own as few things as possible. I want to be rich in other things than...

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12:17:00 AM

Today I have learnt not to love. Because to love, is to get hurt and one's heart can only take so much. Time and time again I put myself...

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Today I have learnt not to love. Because to love, is to get hurt and one's heart can only take so much. Time and time again I put myself out there, open, trusting, loving. But what I receive in return is nothing shy of selfishness and self-centeredness.So why love?Why love when it hurts so much? Why give yourself to someone when they'll just throw you away later? Why?Call me jaded, but I like to think of myself as a realist. A realist who has been burned far too many times.As much as I would like to go into...

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